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Friends With You-Know-Who [29 Sep 2008|08:07pm]
The Borders on the Magnificent Mile was four stories tall. It was the local flagship for the chain, a bastion of commercialism and above-average coffee. On a Saturday, it was usually crowded with teenagers who had been freed from the daily drudgery of school and a slightly older crowd who held office jobs in the city. The cafe was currently doing a brisk trade, the coffeemakers behind the counter emitting happy-sounding gurgling noises as cups of steaming and/or iced liquid were poured and placed into the hands of caffeine-deprived consumers.

Rebecca had ensconced herself on one of the imitation leather couches near a window facing the parking lot, a stack of magazines on the table next to her large cappuccino. She rarely read for pleasure, as she seldom had time for it, but an afternoon spent flipping through the pages of the likes of Architectural Digest and House Beautiful could be time just as well spent. The Englishwoman was poring over an article about Spanish villas and taking short sips of her beverage, listening to the hum of muted conversation around her.

There would be a need for a light lunch soon, probably something from the glassed-in display case of wrapped croissants and pastries. But not before she finished this article. It was amazing what one could do with a relatively modest house. They must make a bloody fortune renting them out for holidays. Perhaps she should look into leasing one the next time she needed to have a vacation.

Behind the cluster of couches, the new-age bookshelves loomed large. A virtual explosion of spiritual materials had been published in the previous year, and a public thirsty for knowledge had provided avid readers. Not all the sources were legitimate. Weeding through the maze of junk to get anything useful could be impossible for an untrained eye.

Francess sat cross-legged with an open book on her lap. She was too engrossed in her reading to notice much around her, except for an occasional pair of legs wandering by. The brunette pulled her ponytail over her shoulder and twirled it around her index finger. The ends of it fanned like a paintbrush.

"'When you project, you usually go right where you would like to go, right away. Remember this, when you're out of the body, there is no time or no distance. Everything is right here, now. When you astral project, you decide where you want to go...'"

She turned the page and continued to browse the personal account of Jerry Gross, noted out-of-body teacher and practitioner, hoping for insights into her own predicament. Personally Francess couldn't help but wonder why he was considered noted; his biography in the front cover was scant. But his account of what it was like to project was both vividly real and wildly different than her memories of it, which was why she kept reading.

A man stood next to her, pulling a book about crystals off the shelf. When the glossy cover slipped out of his hand, the book crashed onto Fran's plastic cup of iced chai, which rested by her shoe. It knocked the top off, spilling ice cubes and cold tea across the carpet.

"Oh... crap!" She scrambled to peel the napkin off her cup and smooth it over the spill, but it was already soaked in condensation and couldn't absorb much. When he started to apologize, it was on the tip of Francess's tongue to tell the man not to worry about it, that it was her fault and not his, but for some reason, the reassurance just couldn't come out of her mouth. "I wasn't going to buy this," she admitted instead, setting her book aside. Blotchy, brown spots dotted the page about a silver cord tying one's spiritual and physical selves together. Upon hearing that she planned to pay for the damages, the man left her there to clean it up.

A Show of Manners )
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Roommates? [24 Sep 2008|08:54pm]
Francess dipped a butter knife into a cup of jelly. Once the serrated edge was loaded, she began to paint purple stripes across a piece of burnt toast. The knife made scruffy sounds on the bread that were oddly satisfying, and also reminded her of when Grandpa Penn used to scratch his beard. Once the jelly cup was empty, she filled in alternating lines with margarine.

She was in a 24/7 diner. It was a good-feeling place. She remembered eating there as a little girl. It seemed to be perpetually winter in those memories, with menu items like meatloaf, grilled cheese and soup, or pot roast and carrots on a half-bun. The comfort factor was why she picked it. Meeting a potential roommate off Craigslist was scary enough without the added stress of unfamiliar surroundings. Just last week, there was a report on a girl who got murdered after trying to sell a rabbit cage.

Already Francess had screened out a few potentials. Like the girl named Susannah, who emailed a picture of herself in dominatrix gear and claimed to be looking for a sub. Besides the sandwiches, Fran had little experience with those, but was fairly sure she wasn't one. Another, Molly, had invited her over to see a potential place, but the windows had aluminum foil on them, and the whole apartment reeked of pot.

This one was a boy, or a man, actually. Francess conveniently left that part out when she talked to her mother about it. Mrs. Penn was already upset enough that her youngest was leaving the nest, without having to worry about cohabitation with a man, whom she would undoubtedly only think of as a walking phallus.

Fran set down her knife and studied her masterpiece. She wasn't the only girl in the diner, but she had given Connor a description of herself. She was the girl with dyed black hair and a yellow sweatshirt.

Connor was a little late for his meeting with the girl from the Craiglist ad, but only because he'd gotten stuck watching the skateboarders a block down the street while they raced across the open space, catcalling to each other as they did so. He stepped into the diner out of the slightly chilly day, brushing the hair out of his face where it had been ruffled by the wind.

Francess, with two esses, not one. He had a vague picture of her in his head, dyed hair and all; maybe a bespectacled girl whose glasses kept sliding down her nose, a long skirt and boots on her feet. Kind of hippie-ish, maybe. He hoped he didn't start stammering.

There were food smells coming from the kitchen, and he did a quick mental check of the contents of his wallet before crossing the room to the booths. There was a middle-aged couple in one, a student type with books spread out on the Formica in front of him, and then a girl in a yellow sweatshirt. Connor approached the girl after trying to smooth down his hair again.

"Francess? Hi, I'm Connor."

Slightly Awkward People )
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Avery's Secret [06 Sep 2008|02:44am]
Francess had spent the long afternoon with her sister Beatrice, talking about the 'oomph' factor.

According to Bea, she had entered a zone of crucial importance in her fledgling romance with Avery. They had gone on several outings which could be construed as either friendly or date-ish, depending upon perspective. The sharing of several kisses was a checkmark in the promising column, but things could just as easily revert to friendship at this point, Bea advised, if Fran wasn't prepared to up the 'oomph' factor and make herself impossible to resist.

Francess had listened to all of this from her seat on the closed toilet lid, fiddling with an old scrunchie and looking worried. Irresistable? She could barely even work up the nerve to wear a skirt. While her sister curled her eyelashes at the mirror and talked about body language and hand placement and sensuality and not seeming too available, Fran absorbed as much as she could, but mostly she wondered how they could've come from the same planet, much less the same womb.

Before she left Bea's house, she had been talked into using a box of vampy hair-dye, which was nearly black and would give her mother a coronary. Freshly dyed, she had turned to make-up, so she wouldn't look washed-out. Francess stabbed herself in the eyeball four or five times with the mascara wand. Lipstick was easier, if she could stop chewing her lip and getting it on her teeth.

At last she was deemed 'presentable' and allowed to leave the compound. After a short ride on the el, Francess exited at the stop nearest the Pick-Me-Up cafe, where Avery worked. He had called the day prior and asked her to stop by.

Fran had been there once as a pre-teen, and remembered the eatery as having a brightly-colored storefront, purple tables, and neons. She also remembered that customers could draw little pictures and add them to a collection of public art. Her older brother Gil had been college-aged at the time, and thought himself exceptionally clever for camouflaging an image of a penis in his sketch of the Sears tower.

She pulled open the door and looked around, feeling a bit like a kid searching the cafeteria for a friendly face.

Avery was nervous. He had served decaf when he was supposed to serve regular, given a hamburger to a vegetarian and almost let someone walk out with twenty dollars of change that wasn't owed to them. He had worn clothes from his 'nice' section of the closet and as a result, gotten syrup splattered on his favorite blue sweater.

Now he was on his break, and Francess would be arriving shortly. He had been practicing in the bathroom what he would say to her, but without the aid of a mirror it didn't have the same effect.

The bell over the door jingled and he glanced at the doorway. It was now or never. He walked over to where he could see her, and waved. "Hey," he said softly, then gestured to an empty table for two near the window. "I'm glad you can make it."

Then he noticed her hair. "You tinted it." It was the phrase his mother had used whenever she colored her hair. "It looks good on you." Her hair could be green and he would like it. "Do you want coffee or hot chocolate or anything?"

"Thanks. Umm..." Francess pulled on her shirt sleeve and debated her choices. She would most certainly have preferred hot chocolate, but she thought coffee was more cosmopolitan. Oomph factor... "I'll have a coffee. Black."

There, the mature choice. In actuality, Francess had never drank a strong, black coffee in her life, but her dad seemed like it, so it couldn't be too bad. Perhaps it was an acquired taste, and if that was the case, she had better getting cracking.

She went to the table and stood near it. "You look nice, too," she threw in, remembering that men were supposed to like having their egos stroked, among other embarrassing things. "I like your sweater." Francess thought men should wear those more often, so long as they weren't Cosby sweaters, or the kind with reindeer stitched on them.

A Really Scary Sentence )

Just a Normal Guy )
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Craigslist Ad [23 Aug 2008|03:17am]
$450-$525 - Looking for Room - September (Chicago- North/Central- Logan Square)
Reply to: hous-888888@craigslist.org
Date: 2013-08-22, 11:18PM CDT

20-year-old female looking for unfurnished room in north/central Chicago, preferably near Logan Square. Clean, quiet, and responsible. Month-to-month or lease okay. Pet-lover a plus! Contact Francess at a.little.night.music@gmail.com.

*cats are OK - purr
*dogs are OK - woof
*it's NOT ok to contact this poster with services or other commercial interests!

PostingID: 888888
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Avery's Surprise [23 Aug 2008|02:43am]
Friday nights in August were busy nights for Navy Pier, and tonight was no exception. However, it wasn't terribly crowded and everyone was relatively calm, enjoying the various food and activities the midway had to offer, and the breezes coming off the lake. Avery was standing off to the left of center of the pier, at the foot of the famous ferris wheel. Every few minutes he'd check his watch and then look up at the sky, as if reassuring himself of something.

He had two small slips of paper in his left hand. The surprise he had in mind for Francess was something he discovered a few weeks ago. It was all a matter of timing, really. The vampire had been in the exact perfect spot on the ride when it happened, and Avery was hoping to recreate the moment.

For now, he waited.

The horses and chariots of the Navy Pier carousel bobbed up and down, riding in time with whimsical music that always struck Francess as slightly morbid. As a child, she once had a screaming-mimi fit on the carousel. A neighborhood girl named Cindy had her fourth birthday party there, and all the other kids jumped on the carousel excitedly. But Francie Penn was afraid of the horses' wooden teeth, and she kicked her gangley arms and legs while her daddy hauled her up on a brightly-painted frog, and howled for the whole ride.

Even now, circling around it to get to the ferris wheel, she gave it a wide berth. Francess resisted the urge to hold her fingers up in a sign of the cross.

The prospect of seeing Avery was a happy distraction. She wasn't sure what he wanted to show her near the ferris wheel; it could've been a stick of gum, and she would have been pleased. Her mother was starting to ask questions about the 'mysterious boy' she kept running off to meet, but on this topic, Francess kept her lips sealed.

She took time selecting her outfit. It was a green shirt, a denim skirt with patterned hose underneath, thick green socks, and her ankle boots. She pinned her hair up in two knots, one on either side of her head. Though she no longer looked like somebody's grandma, she didn't have an appropriate grip on trends. However, it was Fran's opinion that the harder she tried to fit in, the dumber she looked, so she had long ago neglected that pursuit.

As she found him on the midway, she lifted her fingers to wave, saying, "Hi," and then crossed her arms.

Afraid of Heights )
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North Side Summerfest [16 Aug 2008|11:34am]
http://asylums.insanejournal.com/city_limits/38254.html
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A Space Odyssey [14 Aug 2008|01:49am]
Avery waited on busy State Street outside of the Gene Siskel Film Center. He was waiting patiently for Francess. The vampire had donned a dark blue button-up long sleeved shirt and jeans, and he had the poster in its cardboard tube tucked under his arm.

It was an easy walk from his room to the film center, about ten blocks. It was also right off the red line, so it was easy enough to get to on public transportation. When he had found out the center was playing a remastered screening of Stanley Kubrick's 2001: a Space Odyssey, he had called Francess right away. He was glad he now had his own phone. Payphones were few and far between in the city.

The girl in question was running five minutes late. To be tardy was not something Francess liked very much, so she was hot-footing it down the sidewalk in a new pair of boots, the stiffness of which was proving a problem. It all started about four hours prior, when her older sister Beatrice got word from their mother that Francess had a social engagement... with a boy. The somewhat pushy personality of Bea asserted itself, and she demanded that Fran hop a train to come over for an emergency makeover that would update her current 'granny-look', or at least get her out of earth tones.

Fran had envisioned a curling iron and maybe some eyeshadow. What transpired was a miniature shopping spree, courtesy of Beatrice's VISA card. The younger brunette got dragged on a whirlwind tour of her sister's favorite stores, though she was allowed to pick out which outfits she liked best. Much to her wouldbe mentor's distress, Fran's awkward sense of mixing and matching clothing carried on, making her look like a poster child for the eccentric 1980s.

With a jeer about 'Punky Brewster' ringing in her ears, she dashed onto public transport, and now up State Street. Once within sight of Avery, she had a momentary attack of nerves and almost grabbed the nearest pedestrian to use as a human shield. But they ducked into an open doorway and she was left to fend for herself.

Adjusting the strap of her tank top, she slowed her pace and hoped that her breathing would sound less like an asthmatic by the time she got to him. "Hey," she said.

Avery smiled when he spotted Francess. "Hey," he said back. He took a step toward her, and was hit in the hip by someone's briefcase as they passed. He hopped out of the way sheepishly. He nervously held out the cardboard tube toward the girl. "I got you this. Well, I picked it out, anyway." It was embarrassing to admit he hadn't paid for it himself, which was why he also presented her with the plastic red Sour Patch Kid.

"And also this. Hopefully, it won't scratch the inside of your cheeks." That came out sounding...odd.

Butterfield 8 )

What Kind of Hug? )

Funerals and Fears )
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Geek Chic [02 Aug 2008|02:53am]
One thing that Francess had always wanted was a movie buddy.

During her time spent at the Logan Theatre, she saw those types of friends. They arrived in pairs or groups and purchased their tickets separately, yet they sat together, shared one another’s overpriced snacks, and left the cinema chattering their heads off about whatever they’d seen. As they blew past her at the door, she often wished she could call out, ‘Wait up!’ and be part of those conversations, especially when the film was a juicy sort.

After the really great stories, Fran’s colorful imagination would feel as if it were on fire, and she’d rush home to relay the details to her parents. But they, having never seen the films or had much interest in shows outside of Survivor, merely nodded at the proper places and gave their daughter indulgent smiles. Fran certainly wasn’t dumb; she knew when she was being placated, but could not help herself from continuing it anyway, because whether or not they were able to respond in kind, they listened.

When the call came from Avery, she read him a list of times when they could see Redemption -- the one with Willem Dafoe – and let him pick, secretly hoping he might select a matinee so she could avoid her curious coworkers, but she had no such luck. Later on, as she stood on the sidewalk with their tickets in hand, she felt quite strange to be at the theatre in her regular clothes, and at first worried that he might not recognize her in the outfit she selected: a sweater and skirt, argyle socks, and brown shoes. Though possibly just as drab as her uniform, it was mercifully absent the masculinity of the trousers, blouse, and vest.

Just why she should worry over her outfit, she didn’t allow herself to speculate about.

But he did recognize her. Throughout the film, Francess occasionally chewed a hangnail on her thumb and tried not to glance his way overly much. She kept her knees pressed tightly together and her hands squeezed between them for so long, her fingers went numb from the knuckle down to the tips.

Avery was full of gratitude. If there was one thing he needed after the disaster that was the previous evening, it was a distraction. Luckily, Redemption offered just that. It was a sweeping sort of movie, well-scripted and acted. It made him long for the classics all over again. It was just a pale shadow of intensely beautiful stories of love and pain, but it was enough.

Throughout the film he had kept his hands at his sides like a gentleman, only moving to sip from the wax-coated paper cup filled with Coca Cola, his one concession to normalcy. He also missed the glass bottles.

He had worn the same outfit as the night before: black pants, blue t-shirt and black cardigan sweater. He switched from his faded One Stars, however, to a less battered pair of grey trainers. When the movie was finished, and he had taken in the end of the cinematic score and closing credits, he stood and offered a friendly hand to help Francess stand as well.

The brunette’s first thought upon seeing it outstretched was that her own palm was wet from the condensation on her cup. What if he thought her hands were sweaty? She tried to discreetly dry it while smoothing her skirt into place and then took Avery’s hand. Because her skin was cold from the drink, she didn’t notice his was at room temperature.

“Thanks,” she said and pulled herself up. The seat flipped into attention behind her thighs and fluffed her hem. Fran fought the urge to twist her torso and make sure her underwear weren’t showing.

As they slowly exited the theatre amongst the milling, chattering crowd, Avery flashed Francess a grin. "So," he said, "what did you think of the film?" He usually waited to hear someone else's opinions first before chiming in with ones of his own; he had always been that way. Part of it was fear he'd say something stupid that the other person disagreed with. It may have been slightly ingenuine, but he couldn't bring himself to break the habit.

Be Cool )

Fly-kenstein )
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The Chatter of Awkward People [29 Jul 2008|06:28pm]
Being attacked by a vampire wasn’t as shocking in 2013 as it had been in centuries prior.

The modern public had seen images of those grizzly faces time and again, and in high definition, so the creatures that chased people into dark corners and ripped chunks out of their throats were no longer shrouded in mystery. They weren’t gangs with facial deformities or really gothic teenagers with filed teeth and a socially-unacceptable fetish; they were actual demons in the corpses of former neighbors.

For that very reason – the inability to explain it away– the attack was not as shocking, but it was twice as scary.

A man had wanted to sink his front teeth into twenty-year-old Francie Penn’s throat and drink her dry.

Well, at least now she knew why he wanted to go for coffee. Once that realization dawned on her, she felt just idiotic. Of course he didn’t want a date with a non-sophisticate in a movie theatre uniform. She probably smelled like butter! It was so obvious now, she couldn’t believe she’d been duped. It was the current-day equivalent of climbing into a van with blacked-out windows, driven by a man who promised free candy!

Francess hadn’t told her father about it, fearing he would never let her out of their bungalow again. That meant she had no excuse to quit her job. Returning to the ‘scene of the crime’ was torture. First she had to stand there, stiff as stone, while her supervisor reamed her out for the piles of Jujubees she swept under the counter, in a rush to meet her dream date. Then she had to make up a reason the till was twenty bucks short. Francess knew she should’ve just told the truth about Nathan, but it was too embarrassing. She could hear the jeering already, all because a man pretended to like her, just to get into her jugular.

Oldest story in the book.

Eruption! )

Nervous Ramblings )
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Surprise! [25 Jul 2008|06:18pm]
The movie theater where Francess Penn worked was a run-down place on Milwaukee Avenue. It had a marquee out front that came out in a point. Every week, an employee of questionable luck and menial spelling skills got to take a long rod outside and change out the letters. Once in a while, neighborhood teens pulled pranks and rearranged the movie titles into sex words.

Its bread-and-butter was second-run films. Every once in a while, there was talk about shutting the place down, because one of the cinemas always smelled like pee, but there were still some people in Chicago who didn’t want to pay $15 to see a new release.

Fran had worked there since she was sixteen. Things like the projector booth and giant push-brooms didn’t seem so glamorous to her after four years. But being the most responsible member of the late shift meant she sometimes got to close up. Tonight was one of those nights. As a teenager named Ryan wiped off the snack counter in the lobby, and the last few minutes of Red Sunset played on the screen, Fran propped open the doors and waited for the credits.

Nathan was restless, had been since he'd woken up just as the sun had gone and his hotel room had been bathed in black. He'd dressed and taken to the evening streets of Chicago, wandering and immersing himself in the culture and personality of the city and the people.

His feet had taken him to Milwaukee Avenue and further still into an old cinema that clearly had seen better days, but it did have a certain charm about it. It was enough to pull him in off the streets and into a chair to watch a movie he had never even heard of.

The cinema itself wasn't exactly packed but it wasn't empty either. Nathan contented himself with people watching. It was amusing enough and predictable to a degree that was both reassuring and tiring.

When the movie finally came to its end, Nathan rose to his feet and slid the zipper of his jacket up until the collar had encased his neck and fastened beneath his chin. His tongue slid along the bottom of his teeth as a couple walked past and their heartbeats echoed in his ears. His eyes closed just for a moment, pushing the thoughts to the back in his mind. All in good time, all in good time.

Nathan carried his weight effortlessly towards the open doors, pausing to turn his head to regard the young woman standing beside them. His peripheral vision took in the movement of the couple towards the right, to what he could only presume was the bathroom judging by their groping, giggling movements and his lips pulled into a charming smile. "Francess? Is it? I don't suppose you could point me in the right direction of the bathroom?" His voice was accented even after all these years.

Who, Me? )

Walking With the Undead )
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Writing Sample [14 Jul 2008|12:12am]
Dear Journal,

It was my birthday today. Because I turned 20, Bea and Gil came for lunch. Mom fixed lamb and potatoes, and afterwards we had my birthday tradition, yellow cake. They said I should invite a friend for lunch. I called Margaret, my coworker from the movie theater, but she said she was out of town for the weekend. I said that's okay, and I told Mom it would be nice just to spend it with family.

After we ate, I opened presents. For the most part, I got jeans and dvds and the usual things. But Bea got me a leatherbound copy of Bridge to Terebithea, which is a kids' book. When I was eight, she read a chapter to me every night over her college break. When the Leslie character died, I cried for hours! I remember Bea brought a roll of toilet paper and made me cocoa and stayed up with me. I think she felt bad I took it so hard. It's nice that she remembers, but it made me think how I'll always be a baby sister. At least until I do something about it! After clean-up, I asked if next year, could she take me out with her. Since it'll be my 21st. She said maybe. I'm going to think up the perfect plan she can't refuse, starting with a restaurant for dinner and then a club. I'll tell her to bring her friends, too, and it could be a girls' night.

They had to leave at 6 'o clock, since Mom gets a conniption if anybody stays too late. They promised to call when they got home. Mom and Dad went to bed a little while ago, but I'm staying up as long as I can.

Last night, I dozed off watching TV. I was trying to keep my eyes open, but the remote control felt heavy, and my head was lolling, and then I guess I fell asleep. By the time it happened, an infomercial about stain removers had come on. I don't know what time it was.

At first it didn't seem too bad. I worried when I passed too close to the ceiling fan. I always think it's going to hurt, but of course I flew straight through, and I went all the way to the movie theater. It wasn't on purpose, because I didn't have any reason. They were showing Dangerous Attraction, a rated-R movie on second-run. Last week I saw parts of it, when I had to look for a lady's pocketbook with my flashlight.

Anyway, I floated up to the projector booth. Daniel was up there, and so was Margaret. They were making out. Which I guess explains why she didn't want to come to lunch today. I bet she'd feel guilty eating my birthday cake, because she knew I liked Daniel. After I saw him cramming his tongue in Margaret's mouth, I'm over it.

I wish I understood why I went there, and not someplace else. Sometimes I wonder if something is dragging me around, like a mean kid pulling a balloon on a string. Just once, I wish I could see something nice.

Francess
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